after preview...

Sigh... yesterday morning was preview for my graduation recital. After this there's only two more weeks before my final recital. Haiz...fingers crossed. Pray i'll pass. T_T
I've been thinking a lot lately. Still a bit lost and vague as to what to do after i graduate. Its frustrating when your parents, still unknowing anything, forces you to do things. How to shake some sense into them?Sigh... perhaps other subjects require the faster you study, the faster you graduate and the faster you start working. But music does not work this way.
I have a really bad feeling my life is being forced and controlled. How can ever get things done? Even if i do it my way, nags will still be there. Its unbelievable to think that after you choose something they still talk off the old 'better' way. All this only frustrates one another and ends in an unhappy talk in the end.
When, oh WHEN will they leave me alone?
When will they ever wake up from their island cut-off from reality?
When will they start to open up their ears and listen instead of being stubborn?
Most importantly, is when will they start to LISTEN and TRUST me?