Persuing studies in another country can prove to be a scary yet fun experience. We get to widen our horizon on the world, even change our perspectives, the way we think and so forth. But what if this means leaving your other half behind?
That was one of the reasons why i, until now remain single. For some, they might think that rejecting a relationship is a foolish act. Others may think that it was because i closed my heart. But believe it or not i would rather hurt myself than any other soul. Right now i'm at the crossroads. I don't know where i shall go, where to go, or what to do. I sometimes feel as if i'm floating in a little boat out at sea. A boat with no oars, only a sail. When the wind blows i shall follow it, to whereever it wants me to. Under such circumstances, i find it difficult to have a relationship. I would not want one without commitment, both his and mine. What lays ahead i cannot tell. Nobody can. Things may change. Things may not. The most important thing is, WILL I change? Until I am able to give myself a certain answer; put faith in myself, perhaps then things would turn around. When will that be? I don't know.
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romance is indeed hard for people... distance relationship is even hard for some people...
but i do know that if two person is involve in a relationship, they would try to work it out no matter. That's what i think a true love is.
Until then, dont think too much, just go on with your life, one day, you may meet another boat who may have had the same situation you had. Or better, a bigger boat will pick you up and journey to the beyond
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